Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Happy Birthday Gabe.........................


Remembering………………
Next week will be 6 years since Gabriel’s birth-death. Not a day goes by that I don’t pause and think of him. The deep “kick in the gut” pain is MUCH less than in years passed. It is however a BIG scar, and I wear it across my heart. There were days years ago that I just wanted the pain to “go away”, it has now become part of me. I am who I am because of the time I spent with him, and how I have handled his passing.
I don’t want this to be a “downer” post, I am a survivor, and I am blessed in SO MANY WAYS. It is however important to reflect, and to walk through grief, there is no easy way to feel better, time passing, and my faith have carried me 6 years.
Happy Early Birthday Gabe,
Love you,
Mama

God is good, Life is hard, I am blessed!!

1 comments:

DoulaMomma said...

Thinking of you & Gabe.

xo
kim